*I'm not going to cry... I'm not going to cry*
Sydney turned 19 months on the 8Th how did this happen? Ive been keeping a close eye on her how did that sneaky growing get in there?
I know I cant stop her from growing up but I'm scared for her to get big and have her opinion and say things to hurt me. shes all love right now even when shes mad she still kisses me. I'm scared for the day she says she doesn't love me or she hates me, I don't know if I'm strong enough for those words. I can wait to see her accomplish things as she grows up and become a beautiful lady, I just wish I had more time.
I put her hair in pigtails today I think it hit me how big she is, shes been close to bald since shes been born. Hair = big girl in my eyes.
so here's a picture of my baby playing the guitar like her daddy. *tear*