just a lil something

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I just wanted to make a post about how utterly sweet my daughter is...yes i said sydney...sweet.

I the other day I was secretly crying because im lame and like to look at baby pictures and pregnancy pictures and realized even more how much my tiny girl has grown and yes I started crying. well my little tiny princess stopped playing with her new christmas gifts, walked over to me and said mommy in the sweetest angels voice and caressed my face just like I do to her then gave me a kiss and some nosies, I couldnt help but to laugh. shes so perfect no matter how much of a crazy lady she is and how naughty she can be, she is the most amazing person Ive ever met.

playing the guitar

9:52 AM Edit This 0 Comments »
*I'm not going to cry... I'm not going to cry*
Sydney turned 19 months on the 8Th how did this happen? Ive been keeping a close eye on her how did that sneaky growing get in there?

I know I cant stop her from growing up but I'm scared for her to get big and have her opinion and say things to hurt me. shes all love right now even when shes mad she still kisses me. I'm scared for the day she says she doesn't love me or she hates me, I don't know if I'm strong enough for those words. I can wait to see her accomplish things as she grows up and become a beautiful lady, I just wish I had more time.

I put her hair in pigtails today I think it hit me how big she is, shes been close to bald since shes been born. Hair = big girl in my eyes.

so here's a picture of my baby playing the guitar like her daddy. *tear*

poo on the finger

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I hate that, I was just going to publish my post and my computer froze and deleted everything...awesome.
So I know terrible twos should be when a child is two but I think syd is one of those special ones that gets it early. She has been so frustrated lately about everything and gets even more mad if I try to comfort her. she has never been like this she always wants hugs and kisses. So time outs have been working for her tantrums or flat out ignoring me but its only a matter of time before she realizes I'm not going to beat her if she gets up and runs from me. I cant wait. shes also started to hit which I knew would happen but its still annoying to deal with I try to explain it hurts and if shes mad to express it another way that wont hurt. we try different things so far she likes growling or grunting ha ha works for me as long as I'm not getting smacked by a baby.
On another note we are going to take potty training slow. with the holidays and her temper right now I don't want her to think I'm pushing her and that's the last thing I want is to rush her when shes not ready. I want her to be little forever.
Oh yeah so i finished one Christmas present I would say what it is but the person might read this so its a secret for now. I'm also making towel toppers (those dish towels hanging from your grandmas stove/ fridge...yeah those) Ive never made any before so I'm a little nervous. its for Nancy's mom (Gramma) and of course its cats because her entire place is cat decor I hope they turn out good. Ive been craft crazy lately even though I'm not acting on it which is killing me. money money money (dang holidays!) so Sydney just stuck her finger in her diaper which I'm pretty sure she was just pooing in (where her clothes went who know) so that's it for now.
love you,

for my princess monster

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You are my life you are my soul
You are my grumpy little troll
You make me happy and sometimes mad
But that’s only when your really bad

You make a mess I clean it up
You do it again and I don’t give up
I will be here for you if you ever need
To kiss your boo boos when they bleed

I hope someday you will understand
Why I smack your little hand
Its not because im mad at you
There’s certain thing you just cant do
Forks don’t go in the outlet plugs
And please don’t eat the little bugs

So go be silly, laugh, and learn
Someday it will be your turn
to be a mommy just like me
And then trust me you will see
I only want what’s best for you
My little stinky button boo

I love you Sydney Elaine Jeffers

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